Balance

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Well, at the risk of ruining it again, I feel in balance. Good. Very good, even. Like I have pushed that rock up a bit more! Hooray!

I don't know, but it seems like my latest tweak in the drug cocktail is really helping. My brain feels less scrambled. I haven't totally reached my egg vision, but I'm getting there.

Enjoyed a spontaneous dinner with the in-laws this evening and had all the energy I needed to engage my FIL and give MIL a break. And I wasn't exhausted at the end.

Had a very hard chat with evil boss yesterday and let it go. THAT, my friends, is perhaps the biggest sign that I am getting better.

During my latest session with the wonderful Dr. Shrink Wrap, he mentioned that I always seem tentative. I say "but" and "we'll see" too much. I think that's because I've had the cocktails work for a while and then stop working. He understands.

This tentativeness is a a hard habit to break, so I will end this post by saying that I hope I can stay where I am for a good long time. However long it lasts, I'm going to enjoy it.