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Showing posts with label ADHD. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ADHD. Show all posts

Friday, August 22, 2008

This AND That?!?!

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Yesterday, I asked my shrink, "Can you be manic and depressed at the same time?"

His response: "Why do you ask?"

I told him that I felt really depressed that day, but that at the same time, I felt driven to do so many things that morning prior to our noontime session:
  • get kids' haircuts
  • grocery shopping
  • laundry (including folding)
  • kitchen cleaning, and
  • bake cookies for him
He handed me a piece of paper. I filled it out. He showed me a scale and said, "You, my dear, seem to have a bit of ADHD on top of that bipolar of yours."

In that moment, I covered my eyes and cried, but as I think about ADHD, I can see myself in it. For example, while I was cleaning the kitchen and folding laundry, I went back and forth between the kitchen the dining/folding room over and over again, at random. I'd fold a couple of shirts, then wipe a section of counter, then return to the laundry - perhaps to fold, perhaps to transfer clean clothes to the dryer - then back to the kitchen or folding yet again.

At this moment, I need to open my eyes and learn a LOT more before I act. All sources of reliable information are more than welcome!

A thought to end this post:
"The greatest gift you can ever give yourself is a little bit of your own attention." - Anthony J. D'Angelo